I feel as though I continue to walk out into a deep ocean. I don’t know what’s on the other side or even what lies beneath the surface but, walk forward I must. To stay in one place is possible. But I will quickly become cold or even drown. Going back requires little strength as I will be walking in shallow waters. However, there is nothing on that side. Nothing but pebbles and a bit of sand. I don’t want the life with limiting pebbles and sand. I want the life lived in the cool deep ocean. The life that can kiss the rainbows but also ride the waves.